Changing Lives.

I would love it if I could rap. I want to be cool. I want to be the best there ever was in everything I do. I wish I was a better writer, a better artist. I wish I could act more artsy. I wish that some of my friends weren't bipolar assholes. I wish I could call certain people douchers right to their face with no consequence. I wish I could live in a giant house on a giant beach with just the people who truly care about me. I wish I wasn't mocked and taunted for my conservative views. I wish I wasn't conservative sometimes, just so I wouldn't have to here the crap. I want people to stop judging me because I wear J. Crew, own nice things and have a nice house. I want marijuana to be legalized, not for me, but for everyone else so we can tru. I wish my best friends stayed the way they were forever. I would give anything for things to stay the way they are. I want a girlfriend who cares about me, loves me for me. I don't want to have to be someone I'm not just to get her in my arms. But at the same time maybe I don't want a girlfriend. Maybe I want to life my life like it is. Bro's before ho's. Or not. I wish I hadn't said that. Because some of my best friends who I would do anything for are girls. I wish I was famous. I wish everyone knew my name. I wish I got respect. I wish people didn't talk behind my back, or behind any body part for that matter. But most of all, I wish I could life my life like a movie, the way I want, written, acted, directed by me. Some love scenes, some party scenes, me standing at the podium as the commish calls my name as the #1 pick. Then I make millions, retire to the Outer Banks and live my life hungover and tan, with sand in my flow, good food on my plate. And I want it to have the happiest ending possible, one where no one is suffering, no one passes judgement. But hey, like they say "That's Life". But what if we changed life?